So although I live with Ang right now… I still really miss her. I feel like we never have “us” time.
We both work, alot, and when we’re not working, I feel like our schedules just don’t match up at all… but in the rare event that they do, we just have busy work to take care of, like laundry, or cleaning up, or shopping, although… I should stop myself there, because there are few things I love more than going shopping with her =)
I can’t wait until these school semesters are over for the both of us…
Ang won’t be doing student observations anymore, we should have at the very least one FULL day to deciated to our selves every week.
Bascially I’m feeling overwhelmed with work, if I had one good job, where I made alot of money, rather than a good job that I don’t get paid much at, and an okay job that pays me more to serve coffee, i’d feel alot better if i could just work 40ish hours a week, get paid 12/hour, and have some TIME TO MYSELF. I can’t keep doing this 2 jobs thing, but I feel like I have to, aldfja;fladfjk;alf. I’m just going to stop, I don’t want to sound like I’m complaning, because I’m not. I asked for this. Me and Ang are totally in love with eachother, nothing can stop that. I just wish I could do more things for her, take her for walks around our new city, rather than simply doing the laundry and dishes for her. I miss doing all the cute things we used to.
I’d gladly stay up extra late with her tonight and do something fun, but she has to work at 9am tomorrow. and if it wren’t for me and Tricia switching, I’d be working from 4-midnight. - Those schedules like that SUCK BAD!
Oh boy, when school is over, completely. I can’t wait for that day.
In good news though, me and Ang are really doing wonderfully here, we love it, the drives are a big long for certain things. but it really is our home, it feels like home, like we really do belong here. Its nice to not be in roseville anymore, to not have so many worries about the neighborhood.
I just want more time to show my love for her, thats all.
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